A persistent reccurent spiritual cycle. Everything comes or gets back sooner or later! Doesn't matter how you squirm and withe (or dodge), life and everything that happens on your way of life is prisoned in a reccurent cycle. Your past stands as future in front of you, sometimes. But when? From that point of view, i think it is important to believe in yourself and always work on yourself. Try to solve problems on your own, if possible and don't trust too much in the help of others. Maybe next time, you fail if nobody helps you. Compare - do mouth and eyes speak the same language or are the words spoken with a cloven tongue?